Ving Thor

You could do your bachelor’s in the EU. In that case, I believe the easiest way is by searching for universities that offer studies in english. The university I work at offers a master’s in computer science in English but the bachelor’s is in German. Most international universities also have offices that can help you with organizing your stay and visa.

It’s not a bad thing to get help from a therapist.

You can try to get your hands on an old Steam Link. There seem to be plenty cheap ones on Ebay.

I agree with the recommendation for therapy. I can say that it helped me to get in a more positive and constructive mind set.

Other thoughts on your lack of intimacy:

Getting a pet can give some kind of replacement for intimacy with another human being. Sure, it is not the same. But cuddling with a cat can help to feel less lonely.

For intimicy as in “sex”, I think there is nothing wrong with considering sex workers. Unless of course it is illegal in your country…

I wrote a systemd unit file to force my wireless keyboard to always switch the fn key to normal F-keys.

zsh with grml config because I’m too lazy to make my own config.