Nobody said trying to lead an ethical life was a vacation

Agree, but that’s reality. People suck, world sucks, life sucks.

You don’t have to change your lifestyle over whatever thing that decided to say today. It is not wrong to feel that way neither. But, IMO, being aware of that, or at least being open to learn about that stuff, helps a lot to being in peace with it, and eventually, could lead to a more ethical consumption without going to extremes.